every night is the same
nothing she says ever makes any sense
my whole life just seems like a confusion. illusion.
this heartbreak has got me fucked up in more ways than one.
i feel like i have ocd, i feel like i’m bipolar
my head hurts and nothing helps
the world is cruel and evil and cold.
this world is hell.
how could she be such a monster to me?
i’m forever damned and cursed as a masochist.
i’m changed by this
i’ve lost the purity of my happiness.