every night is the same

nothing she says ever makes any sense

my whole life just seems like a confusion. illusion.

this heartbreak has got me fucked up in more ways than one.

i feel like i have ocd, i feel like i’m bipolar

my head hurts and nothing helps

the world is cruel and evil and cold.

this world is hell.

how could she be such a monster to me?

i’m forever damned and cursed as a masochist.

i’m changed by this

i’ve lost the purity of my happiness.

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