i’ve had a rough day.
everything’s okay now….
it’s just such a mess… so emotional..
we both just gotta cut it out. quit saying shit we both know neither of us dont mean….
the most ridiculous shit we don’t even mean…
i swear to god i don’t even feel like a person when it gets bad..
it gets so bad… this is so unhealthy. we don’t even mean it.
i just want to feel needed. she just wants the drama to stop
its very simple.
i need her so much…. i’m so not over this.. and i wont be for a while…
i’d give my life for her. i’m so fucking lost without her. it’s unreal. it’s unexplainable.
i dont even care about anything anymore. i just want the both of us to be happy.
and thats all i’m working towards.
i almost lost my bank card tonight.. she found it. i thanked her. i walked to kroger to get nuggets and ranch.. and i bought her a card. she thanked me.
thats all ive been asking for