I REMIND EVERYONE OF RAINBOWS.
I RUN From drama. i DEACTIVATED facebook for the longest time to avoid drama.
and yet i, in some oxymoronic world , i am psychotic and dangerous.
i ask for too much. “ohhh my god here we go again” is what my dead audience of 1 human being? says.
i am so out of control, my 134 pound body raging towards someone exactly 100 pounds more than mine.
i am so fucking obnoxious.
i wish i couldve suffocated her in a pool of my spit.
spit, dirt, and shit. Cat shit.
Fuck, i bet this has had a bigger toll on me than it ever has on her.
Suck it. I just want to forget her sooo much. She deserves to be forgotten, abandoned, and abused.
Fuck that bitch.
I NEED TO SLEEP. because normal people fucking sleep.
i would also like to put in here how this outrageous video reminded me of her.
all i’m trying to figure out is when i’ll be done with this.
i cant even remember the last time we spoke. this all stirred up from thinking too much.