i really tend to ignore my writing a lot. i tend to refrain from writing more. i know what inspires me mostly. a lot of things i’d prefer to avoid. sometimes, i read over material and feel so completely whiny, and everything is worthless and lame. but then other times, even when i’m doing something simple as organizing material, i just feel so completely purposeful. like this is my life, but at the very same, i don’t know what anyone else would think. there’s been a number of people who have read my writings before. mostly good reviews but there were some who said i should “write more happy” and there was one moment when i was told that i should make my rhymes more difficult. the last critique i had was indefinitely years ago.