My head feels really heavy. I’m sad. I feel really small, really unimportant and kinda like who cares. Except for this cat purring on my leg.

I just smoked weed. I feel a little better.

But I don’t know, I’ve been feeling kind of moody since the temperature has been dropping, and my moms 60th will be in 4 days and I wonder all the time what life would be like if she was still here

Crying feels really good. I don’t do it a lot but it really does feel good.

So does smoking weed

I just need a late night milkshake or something.

And like. Some space or something

I really need to be alone more. Because when I am alone, it bothers me and that’s not good.

This is stupid I’m gonna stop now.

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