My head feels really heavy. I’m sad. I feel really small, really unimportant and kinda like who cares. Except for this cat purring on my leg.
I just smoked weed. I feel a little better.
But I don’t know, I’ve been feeling kind of moody since the temperature has been dropping, and my moms 60th will be in 4 days and I wonder all the time what life would be like if she was still here
Crying feels really good. I don’t do it a lot but it really does feel good.
So does smoking weed
I just need a late night milkshake or something.
And like. Some space or something
I really need to be alone more. Because when I am alone, it bothers me and that’s not good.
This is stupid I’m gonna stop now.