Monthly Archives: August 2015

Literally 2 weeks before she broke up with me. It still doesn’t make sense.

I love how I’m such an asshole now.       Half of me just wants to write all the things I loved and miss about her and the other half of me just wants to remind myself why I need … Continue reading

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  THAT CRACKED ME UP THOUGH SO HARD. HOPEFULLY THIS IS THE LAST NIGHT I HAVE TO SPEND AT HELLHOLE PLEASE DEAR GOD hey at least she finally took spike with her where ever the fuck she’s staying. Sheesh.

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Caitlyn made a post on Facebook last night how I burned her shit and all of a sudden maddd people started stalking my page and talking mad shit to me I blocked them all. So fuckin irrelevant. Alisa was one … Continue reading

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I come home and the water bill is still taped to the front door, it’s like she didn’t come here at all today… I am so depressed for spike… I really should stop caring about Caitlyn… This is beyond selfish…

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Canceled the renters insurance and changed my netflix password. I spent the night at Chelsea’s last night and it was so much better than being here. Like always. If it wasn’t for Chelsea, I would have to spend every night … Continue reading

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At biolife and it feels so good. I have like a half hour though to pump like 610 more ml of blood because I have to go to work. I’m so small, it seems like everyone else can do at … Continue reading

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It’s so pathetic that I still want to help her and that I still worry about her. I know she probably wishes I would disappear forever. Which is why I wanted to die so much last week. I mean I … Continue reading

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