man the start of monday was rough.
i’m learning a lot at fedex this week so i really have to focus. i don’t have time for sadness.
i really love amanda, i literally just let myself go off on her, not at her, i just ranted and she just fucking gets me. i’m so lucky to have her as a friend even though we’re 500+ miles away. i have got to get back to new york. even if i’m only 6 hours closer instead of the full 10.
i’m done with this place! fuck plates!