really miss my mom today, cried a lot. not sure what triggered me but i started crying today when my immortal came on by evanescence. figures. but “there’s just too much that time cannot erase.” it feels so true.
she was in my dream last night but i dont remember anything. i just remember her existence and that’s it.
i also cried on the way home. i tend to cry more when i’m driving?
i really wanted a cigarette but smoked weed instead.
i didnt want to get high because i need to sleep and being high is distracting.
i think i’m dead inside.