i just want to go back to new york.
i havent talk to my dad in a month, and he doesnt answer the phone
i’m not like, expecting to move back to new york and for everything to be amazing again or something but i know that i will at least be in much closer distance to people i genuinely care about and who genuinely care about me
i feel like i’m in some far off estranged planet.
i need to keep learning at fedex. i’ve learned that in order for me to learn, i should probably learn to go out of my way more to learn ahhaha that was funny to write.
i need to learn patience.