Lol at the lack of grammar in all that despite the fact I’m trying to be a book writer but mother fucker I don’t care, this is my blog, checking for spelling and grammar errors is like as if I’m gettin dressed up to go out NOWHERE
this week will hopefully be a good one.
I’m really starting to get tired of no sex tbh this is kinda sucking. I keep wanting to try to get in touch with bre but idk it might not be a good idea. To be honest, I’m really okay and not okay with keeping people out of my life.
It’s really confusing.
What if I was somehow able to be friends with bre but ignore her at the same time? She was a really persistent person.. but I think after what has happened, and what the real truth is, maybe I can just be smarter now.
Either that or she just won’t respond back at all. Which makes me feel like I shouldn’t bother either lol I mean I guess sending her an invite to that Flint Eastwood show wouldn’t hurt too much. I’m kinda hoping she’ll just be there. It’s unlikely.
I need to take a bath and go to bed.